Wish I Wasn't

by kyla

I'm home alone again
And you're out hangin with your friends 
So you say
Somehow I know it's not quite that way
It's getting pretty late
And you haven't checked on me all day
When I called you didn't answer
Now I'm feeling like your ignoring me

I wish that you were home
Holdin me tight in your arms
And I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret 

I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
it just ain't fair the way you treat me
No you don't deserve me
Wasting my time thinking bout you when you ain't never gon change
I wish I wasn't in love with you so I 
wouldn't feel this way

When you touch me my heart melts
And everything you did wrong I forgive
So you play me and take advantage
Of the love that I feel for you
Why you wanna hurt me so bad
I believed in you that's why I'm so mad
Now I'm drowning in disappointment
And it's hard for me to even look at you

I wish that you were home
Holdin me tight in your arms
I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

Said you care about me
But from what I see
I ain't feeling that
So I disagree
Gave you all my love
And understanding

And you're treating me like your enemy
So leave me alone
Don't want nothing from you
Just go back where you came from

This house is no longer your home
You are not welcome no no no more

Hear you knockin' at the door again
I'm wonderin' should I let you in
I open up the door and see
The flowers for me
So beautiful in your hand
Please stop begging me to take you back
I've always been a sucker for romance
And before you know it I concede
You're all over me
Oh no here I go again
I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me


... lost track if how long i have been feeling this way...