When I Met You

When I Met You
by the APO Hiking Society...


There I was an empty piece of a shell,
Just mindin' my own world;
Without even knowin' what love and life were all about.

Then you came,
You brought me out of the shell;
You gave the world to me
And before I knew, 
There I was so in love with you.

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.

I love the touch of your hair
And when I look in your eyes
I just know, I know I'm on to something good

And I'm sure my love for you will endure
Your love will light up my world;
And take all my cares away with the aching part of me.

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.

You taught me how to love,
You showed me how tomorrow and today
My life is diff'rent from the yesterday;
And you, you taught me how to love
And darling I will always cherish you 
Today, tomorrow and forever.

And I'm sure when evening comes around
I know we'll be making love like never before;
My love, who could ask for more?

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.
When I met you.

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you.
When I met you. 

It's my birthday!..

today is my big day... got a call and made my day... started with a terrible mistake of sending a terrible message, but his patience is really making it...


im tired saying sorry and hope not gonna mess up again... i'm afraid his gonna loose his patience and let me go next time...

thank you for everything... i love you so much!..

dying to see and hug you... please?.. begging you to see me...

I Was Looking For Someone To Love

originally sung by Leif Garrett... and revived by Filipino Singer "Karylle"

I told myself when you smiled at me, 
This time its gonna be forever, 
I didn’t know you would hurt me so;
But from the very start
You are the one who would break my heart

(‘Coz) I was looking for someone to love,
And, oh, the heartaches I found;
I was looking for someone to love, 
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/l/leif-garrett-lyrics/i-was-looking-for-someone-to-love-lyrics.html ]
But you were just looking around.

You led me on pretendin’ you could care,
Promisin’ the love we’d share together;
I’ve closed the door, I cant take it anymore,
Love will never be the same
You turned it around, and you made it a game.

... i'm confused!... 

And I Love You So

version of Regine Velasquez...

And I love you so.
The people ask me how,
How I’ve lived till now.
I tell them I don’t know.

I guess they understand
How lonely life has been.
But life began again
The day you took my hand.

And, yes, I know how lonely life can be.
The shadows follow me, and the night won’t set me free.
But I don’t let the evening get me down
Now that you’re around me.


And you love me, too.
Your thoughts are just for me;
You set my spirit free.
I’m happy that you do.

The book of life is brief
And once a page is read,
All but love is dead.
That is my belief.

And, yes, I know how loveless life can be.
The shadows follow me, and the night won’t set me free.
But I don’t let the evening bring me down
Now that you’re around me.

And I love you so.
The people ask me how,
How I’ve lived till now.
I tell them, "i don’t know." 

two thoughts i am reflecting on now... not related to the video/song i guess... sorry!..


first. my 81yo boss told me about this story that he heard sometime somewhere before. this is how it goes,

in a musical recital, a man is playing his violin beautifully and everybody was really attentive of his performance but in the middle of that performance, one of the strings got torn off. so everybody was schocked and waited for what he will do, they thought he will do something and put it back, but, what he did was took it out of its hook, and continue to play even the music is no longer good because of the absence of one of the strings.

so after the show, the host of the program asked him, " why did you keep playing?"

the man replied, "you know my friend, sometimes you have to play the music for what string you have left!"

second thought i am reflecting on was taken from the lines in the movie "The Hottest State." it goes like this:

... a lot of shit (sorry for the word) is gonna happen to you, like, people is not gonna love you. No matter what happen in this life, you only have two choices, only two choices.

--- One, you can either handle things well and be happy or

... two, handle it poorly and be miserable.

... the root of depression is being too self envolve. and the cure, is to read...

(this is also posted on my other blog - my daily journal)