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Thursday, June 2, 2011

Someday

by Nina

Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see this through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't

I know
You don't really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long

Chorus

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you

Someday, someday

But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down,and I'm not doing well
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye

Chorus

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

... browsing for the next song at 12midnight. i cannot sleep

because of my terrible cough... i came across

this song. oh! i never thought i'm gonna be

singing this song again. in the middle of the night while coughing.

i kinda like it anyway, feels like the song fits my voice with fever and flu. LOL!

i'll try to sleep... i need to rest according to the doctor...

My Heart Has A Mind of It's Own

by Christian Bautista

People try and tell me that its crazy
You and I were never meant to be
I don't believe they know,
and even if its so
I'm fallen anyway, no matter what they say.

[Refrain:]
A part of me is taking me by the hand
The world can't see, still
they can't understand
Why can't they understand.. . .

[Chorus:]
My heart has a mind of its own
Right or wrong it's gonna do
Only what it feel is true
I'll follow it where ever it goes
Anywhere it leads me to
My heart has a mind, mind of its own.

Maybe we will always be together
Maybe this'll last a thousand years
ain't nobody knows, and even if they did
It wouldn't matter now
I'd love you anyhow.

[Refrain and Chorus]

My heart knows what I'm needing
My heart knows what I'm feeling
It knows me better than I know myself
My heart knows what I'm missin'
All I have to do is listen
And listen well...
[Repeat Chorus]

... my heart sees what my eyes and my mind cannot,
especially what my friends cannot. but i understand
everyone's concern.

...love is a gamble; i rather bet on you that i know
i have something to look forward to; than bet on
something i don't even know and how what the
game is.

... you have made me feel so love despite the
distance. you have made me feel like somebody is
there to protect and keep me. although, you are
far too busy these days, i can feel the distance a
bit. LOL!...

... love you & miss u so much!..

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

In Your Eyes

I think I fin'lly know you
I can see beyond your smile
I think that I can show you
That what we've had is still worthwhile
Don't you know that love's just like a thread
That keeps unraveling but then
It ties us back together in the end

CHORUS:
In your eyes I can see my dream's reflections
In your eyes I found the answers to my questions
In your eyes I can see the reasons why our love's alive
In your eyes
We're drifting safely back to shore
(And) I think I've fin'lly learned to love you more

And you warns me that life changes
And that no one really knows
Whether time would make us strangers
Or whether time would make us grow
Even though the winds of time will change
In a world where nothing stays the same
Through it all our love will still remain

CHORUS:
In your eyes I can see my dream's reflections
In your eyes I found the answers to my questions
In your eyes I can see the reasons why our love's alive
In your eyes
We're drifting safely back to shore
(And) I think I've fin'lly learned to love you more

In your eyes I can see the reasons why our love's alive
You and I
We're driftin' safely back to shore
I think I've fin'lly learned to love you more
I think I've fin'lly know you
I fin'lly love you
I see it all
In your eyes

...... i love the first line of the song, "i think i finally know you". and the second line on the chorus, "In your eyes I found the answers to my questions"... sums it all up for me...

... praying that no matter what happened, we will learn to love each other more. i love you, you know that. i'm so afraid to loose you because you bring out the best in me. you made me feel home (even with the distance that we have), feels like there is that somebody to come whenever i needed help. you made me dream and hope and wish.

... praying with a little doze of hope that we can be together on my birthday. that would surely make me very very HAPPY!.. love u...

Updated INFO about me...

I am Jj Roa Rodriguez, born June 5, in Roxas, Palawan, Philippines. I grew up in big family of 8 siblings. 5 boys and 3 girls.

I spent my elementary years in my hometown. Attended Andres Soriano Memorial Elementary School (ASMES) where I started to learn the passion for dancing. Honor student and voted A1 child. I am always been h&w proportionate and very active. Been into school politics as early as Grade 1 as my family is; even before I was born, politicians and government officials. It is only my father who never been mayor for he died very young, 44. I was then 10yo.

Moved to the City of Puerto Princesa to attend high school at then, the Holy Trinity College now University. Still a constant student leader. Quite a big responsibility being President from freshman to senior year. Name it even organizations. I remember asking, begging could be the better word, for them to vote me ESCORT for once. And they did, for the Filipino Club which is my "weakiest subject!" and started singing through a group...

Went to Manila to attend my first three years of college, Philippine School of Business Administration in Quezon City. I got sick after having a terrible lifestyle, work in the morning, school in the afternoon, and dance at night, to earn a living. My sister & my brother are supporting me but they cannot support all my needs so I need to help. Relying on fastfoods as my regular diet made me lost my health; so I was sent back to Palawan to continue my studies.

I continued at then, the Palawan State College, now University. Earned all the units necessary for my Bachelor in Business Administration, Majors in Management & Economics.

I have worked as a performer/dancer, choreographer, stage director, host, TV - marketing manager and parttime TV host. I have worked 6 years for the biggest insurance company in the Philippines, which I earned my license.

I also been a major part / host of the Provincial Information Office Radio Program - Tanong at Tuldok. I owe it to Mary Rose for picking me up as her partner. I love it tho.

After feeling of no advancement, my youngest brother invited me to come to Taipei, Taiwan to work with him in a nursing home. Took 6 months of the health certificate and off I went to Taipei. Stayed there for 4 1/2 years, where I learned a little Mandarin until my opportunity to go to Canada came at last.

My foot landed on Canadian soil on June 23, 2010 at 12:30 midnight. and I am now on my 14th month here and happily employed by a very kind, generous and understanding 81yo gentleman. With equally kind and generous family. Nothing to complain about.

At present, I can already say that the Lord has blessed me so much.

Lastly, I am in my quest to find the right person to spend the rest of my life with. Hope he comes soon before I lost my whatever?.. I have so much love to give that I have been keeping all this years and set aside as i prioritize my search for greener pasture. Not looking for a trophy partner, as simple person with simple dreams. I always say I wanted someone who can by the time we were old, less than lovers more than bestfriends.

God bless you all and thank you for your time....